What's Your Version of the Gold Teeth?
I had issues with my teeth since I was 5. I remember waiting in dentists' reception rooms to endure awful pain while they drilled and I wasn't allowed to move a muscle. Needless to say, there was no pain relief, even if it was a root canal treatment.
My grandmother, who meant well, decided that she should do something about it. So when I was 15, she dragged me to a technician and asked him to encase all my upper teeth in gold.
Just imagine being 15 and having a mouth full of gold teeth!
From that day, I stopped putting my hand up in class. I still got top marks, but mostly on written work. When something struck me as funny, I laughed with my hand pressed over my lips. My classmates teased me mercilessly.
Having lived in a violent household, I was already pretty good at hiding, but after my teeth were 'fixed', I learnt to energetically repel people, because I felt so ashamed.
It took a car crash at 19, and a smashed face, to get rid of the gold. A brutal way to lose it, but I remember feeling relief at the thought that I could finally do something about my smile.
I wonder what was your version of learning to repel attention?
Although the circumstances may have changed, the body doesn't always know when the danger has passed. The pattern of repelling may still be alive in your system.
If this resonates, I've put together a free 22-minute guided healing video called How to Be Magnetic to Your Ideal Clients. It helps you heal the part of you that learnt to repel, so that you can finally let people in.
You can watch it here: welcome.gularavincent.co.uk/safe-to-be-magnetic
Warmest wishes,
Gulara
P.S. If you know your own version of the gold teeth, hit reply and tell me. I'd love to hear it.
P.P.S. I had to heal quite a few past life time versions of me who had trouble with their teeth before fully releasing charge around this topic. This is one of the processes I teach in my Intergenerational Trauma Healing Method. The wait list is now open. Join now so that I can let you know first when the doors are open: https://welcome.gularavincent.co.uk/intergenerational-trauma-healing-method-2027